The Dreamer
he loves to dream. he likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. he loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and he will be able to make his wish. his wish to be with you.
[[ Theonenonlyme ]]
nicholas
19
NVPS
CCHY , 1b 2/3/4G
YJC , P02 102 202!
28-02-1991
trying to be myself
[[ The Wishlist ]]
1.learn piano (: especially the piece ::melodies of life:: from FF9
2.get a doggie (:
3.to control my fianances
4.leave longer hair especiallyy my fringe (:
5.get a tatoo (: 'small one can lerhs but must be nice ``
6.study overseas!! vet degree (:
7.travel all around the world.especially new zealand, usa, australia and venice .
8.dye my hair maybe brown? haven tot of the colour yets
9.do one pull-up :X happening soon lerhs. i hope.
10.get a nice bronze tan (:
11.try out all the colours on my braces
12.get drunk? hahas it sounds fun :X
13.driving license
14.get a convertible car
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15.give my first kiss to sumone special xDD
Sunday, July 23, 2006
...
1 week le since i wrote
...
sho sad... sobs...
i hate my family...
they get so petty over de smallest issue
... hate them
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suddenly i feel sho alone ...
no one i can trust animore at home ...
all of the are betrayers... traitors..
=_(
this world is so cruel...siighx
i didn't ask to be born
in de 1st place to suffer ...
silently...
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i felt so betrayed ....
i'm nvr goin to trust ani one ani more
i've been hurt enufff
want an end to these nonsense...
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my harrt severly hurt and broken...
pieces fell into bottom less pits
ware no one can eva replace nor pick back....
X(
living in a world of nothingnesss....
sho lonely 4eva....
wif no one
who cares bout miie
♥6:58 AM
