im giving smiling a final chance :D

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i just got back de results for block test..

and i expected some of de score...

esp maths.

econs also i duunno wad i was thinking on tat day..

lost 10 marks just like tat

haish..

nvm just do much better for prelim bahs...

cuz i like left chem haven take and my expectations is de highest

cuz i studied a lot for that..

physics also but still not that bad...

okay about all these saddening stuff..

actually i dun really have much nice things or good things to share about.

really...

its gonna be more sadd or emo things..

im like reverting back nto that time when i almost gave up

...

but then

i continued on..

it was only recently when i had de highest hope

but it was dashed within a few days..

only to feel deeply hurt again..

i dun wanna this time to repeat itself again..

so i must be strong this time.

i must not think about it animore.

...

when i was like bathing today...

i got this deja vu...

i dunno but it was exactly de same old feeling that i had

a few months ago...

it was that very feeling that made me wanna give up..

its de same now.

and now i must be determined.

although it will be difficult at 1st.,

but after this part.

i'll be numb....

i hate it when u try to make me continue with it.

plz dun ...

let me suffer animore

lemme go

it hurts too much.

idunwannatinkofwhenilookupintodesky

♥8:57 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009

ytd was like earth hour day

from 830 to 930 pm must off de light

ytd was got CO

lols

wasted my time

and i was like de only one late without valid reason

hmm

and lucy nvr kena scolded cuz i came too late

wahahahas

just realised that its very little time before de competition leh

haish

5 more weeks only

= 15 times practice

zzz

summore we cant even finish one song properly.

lols

im very worried

6th MAY

coming alreadys...

siighs

so...

must practise more

and dun really wanna seede maths de marks

so tml then see bahs

or maybe sumone tell me

-.-

last nite

we off-ed our lights

and i kind off it too

i wanted to play but

i looked out of my window

and it was also dark also

cuz many nvr on light

and in de dark nite sky

de only light was a star

a tiny speck in de sky

i was tinking

staring

and de 1st thing i tot of was u

it kinda occurred that

it shouldnt be like this.

it musnt be u.

i should not be thinkin of anyone

...

so i went to my bed and kinda doze off cuz its so dark

but its only 830!!!

...

if my mum nvr wake me i tink i next day then wake up

before i fell asleep..

i also tot of u..

why..

wasitcuzitaixiangnile

♥3:16 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hahas i forgot to put some pics ((:

lols its on satudrday

last sat

when i was supposed to be studying

HAHA

i went out with my parents for dinner

lols

we didnt eat swensens

we went there for ICE CREAM xD

its super delicious

i tink i ate de most summore

LOL

EARTHQUAKE!!!

de cherry is
yuck~

and then we went to my ah ma house to celebrate my uncle birthday

((:

lols

i went there play majong with my cuzzies

hahas

and we ate this cake although its kinda plain

its yummy

i ate 2 big slices of it

hahs

my laptop background

nice rights

hahas

xDD

btw its my 102 post lerh

wooohoo~~

♥6:24 PM

...

shouldnt be bloggin at a time like this but ...

i very long nvr post already

so i decided to post since i happen to be slackin away

although tml is physics bt...

LOL

didnt really do much

im memorizing definitions

memorizing again...

zzz

ytd already gonna die lerhs

today also

lol

last day le

hehe

so nvms

and tml will be calculating like siao

dunno can finish a nots

de paper always very difficult de

haish

summore i very scare mcq

i tink will like tikam a load

...

seems like a norm already

recently im been thinking a lot

again

dunno where i find all de time to tink so much

but aniways

tink and tink

its always when im alone or sumtink then will

tink a lot

about this and that

very random de

-how will it feel to be flying?

wad is fantasy-

-...

imtheguywhos

afraidtobelonely

whoneedssumonetoguidehim

whoisintheminorityy

whoisdifferentfromuandu

saysthatno<3iswrong

wantstosmilelikeimeanto

♥5:51 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

here come some pics (:

i was being bored that day so i decidded to take de camera in my lift

kinda dumb =x

and thiswhen i was going out (:

saw this nice red thing out there so snapped it

hahas

mmm

yummy cookies wonder wher they from

WAHAHA

i bought it

its delicious and i ate all 3

this was when i went out playing ytd

hahas

i got this high score

personl best worrs (:
*if not for that split* i tink will be higher

and this is my cuz lunch eaten halfway

lols

we ate at aston's near katong there

quite far worr

hahas but its nice

town also got 1 shop (:

going there soon hahas

and thiis is mine ((:

bbq chicken

de sauce is sweet mmm

yums xDD

and ZI LIAN

hahas took it at de restaurant

hahas =)

kinda blurry

and i forgot to tak dinner -.-

i went to east coast for dinner

de food center there

quite nice food

ate a lot also

HAHAS

i also went blading

my cuz like 2 times can blade so well lerhs

i 3 time leh

also cant move properly

hahas

i tink i slow bahs

-.-

i try learning more next time

wahahah

thats all lerhs

prayforbtniwishuwuld<3mee

♥10:30 PM

haven writen for quite a while lerhs

haha cuz quite busy this few days

zzz

cuz block test coming

sure die de

LOL

hmm,...

im veryy very

i repeat

very scared for maths

lols

i feel like i thrown back all de j1 stuff to mr wen lerh

zzz

now like sure die ones

de questions from question bank also cannot do

siighs

its like all de other skuu de questions lorrs

how do i know how to do

-.-

summore got no guided solution one lo

i dun even know how to reach it

hahas

now i reach like 4 question only

and all 4 also dunno how to do -.-

hmm

then chem

i studided very hard lerh

i spent like 3 days doing the tutorial and studying

so i like quite high expectation

then physics also im gonna do

but i have to say this

MATHS SUCKS

lols

no offence to those who love it (:

i will just feel that u are kinda weird only

hahas

jkjk =x

left a few more days

wonder how it'll be

...

de 3 hours in de hall wasted?

or i finish so fast

cuz everything dunno how to do

lols

....

♥10:25 PM

Saturday, March 07, 2009

to start of wrting

already quite long since i blogged

but nth interesting these few days

but still there are sum things that happened

some pleasant some not..

1stly was qw

its kinda sad that he was injured quite badly for soccer

pray hard that he'll recover soon

10 days of mc

be well soon ~~

still got loads to go ...

this few days / week nvr go gym lerhs

cuz its practically like so much stuff to do

really

too much

i dunno but napfa is coming real soon

im very very scared

haish

als de block test is 2 week away only

and econs is next tuesday

...

its like time is really too little when im revising

and i wanted to learn driving and piano de

but i cant make any free time for it already

unless its on sunday...

...

NO TIME

or is it im lousy at managing it.

and ytd A lvl results got released

and it was a sad thing

i dun wanna that day to come

its kinda sad

)":

then got a lot of top students worrs

and i hope next year 202 will be there (:

and next few weeks

pw will come out soon lerhs

prays prays

thats some random shot i find de tissue kinda cute

lols really i like de tasmanian devil ((:

OOO

and this is my bday present from 202 thanks loads (:

ytd also went out with kai and kh to buy sumthings

hahas

went to bugis and i kinda skipped co

...

........

vian also went too with her fren

and we went to see qw b4 going to bugis

and kh wanted a bag and wallet..

hmm

and i wanted to change wallet too

so i just bought a bag too

hahas

they say i very impulsive buyer...

but its kinda like to stimulate de economy mahs

and i buy a bagpack

hmmm

looks kinda nice from a certain angle

LOL

and we three got de same wallet lols

its white (:

few days

thinking loads

n i dun feel good

and i dunno how to feel

i dun wan

its just weird and wrong

but.

sumtimes

i feel that it feels better dead than to be alive.

♥12:35 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

feb only has 28 days

and my special day is 28

that makes mine the last one of the month (:

luv ya febb

lucky me hehes

♥9:09 AM