The Dreamer
he loves to dream. he likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. he loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and he will be able to make his wish. his wish to be with you.
[[ Theonenonlyme ]]
nicholas
19
NVPS
CCHY , 1b 2/3/4G
YJC , P02 102 202!
28-02-1991
trying to be myself
[[ The Wishlist ]]
1.learn piano (: especially the piece ::melodies of life:: from FF9
2.get a doggie (:
3.to control my fianances
4.leave longer hair especiallyy my fringe (:
5.get a tatoo (: 'small one can lerhs but must be nice ``
6.study overseas!! vet degree (:
7.travel all around the world.especially new zealand, usa, australia and venice .
8.dye my hair maybe brown? haven tot of the colour yets
9.do one pull-up :X happening soon lerhs. i hope.
10.get a nice bronze tan (:
11.try out all the colours on my braces
12.get drunk? hahas it sounds fun :X
13.driving license
14.get a convertible car
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15.give my first kiss to sumone special xDD
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
...
hmmm
just feeling right now kinda better
im not too much emotional alreadys
its a much nicer thing now
but im still not completely out from the mess.
its now that i must tolerate.
and resist....
after this its gonna get much better
i must do it
lemme just not think about it and just be distracted by everthing else
only by using up the 24 hours
i wun have anymore time to tink about it anymore...
i dunno why everything u do now hurts me
i shouldnt have even given myself de
slighest glimpse of hope
back then
if i knew de same thing will happen...
i'll be in the darkest tunnel nvr to be seeing the dimmest light again
跟深的爱，跟深的伤。
♥10:24 PM
