...
just feel like blogging
sad to say that
im not really used to the few days of studying
its like u're wasting ur whole life of doing nth at home
with no purpose
with so much time on ur hands
just seeing the clock tick pass
haish
its kinda sad and when u have to much time
u will like kinda wonder off into fantasy or sumthing
tinking about this and that and everything else
u didnt have enough time for last time
```````````````````````````````````````````````````````
there's always a reason for sumthing u realize
maybe its not very clearly written
but its always there myabe be insigniicant or sumthing
but the point is that its there
so why
why and why
people ask why and they get the answer
people ask me why
i tell them the reason
and yet when its on to me
i have a strong feeling that when i ask why
there wun be a reason
there is no reason
...
i know its kinda random and stuff
but i dunno i feel like saying all these stuff suddenly
``````````````````````````
people ignore u for various reason
1. u are annoying
2. they dun like you
3. they find u a pest
4. they find u even more annoying
5. they are trying to make themself not like u
okays...
actually mostly repeat lol
but nvms
u get the idea when people like suddenly
hate u or sumthing
they wun say like get away from me or sumthing
cuz they still respect u n stuff
but they kinda wan u to disappear away from their lives.
and nvr come back
so its kinda sad for this case
but if sumone ignores u becuz
the person doesnt wanna like u
maybe cuz of many reason i dunno
its like u're strangers with the person for one moment
and best frens the next
the cycle goes on cuz maybe the person cant let go
or sumthing u know
....
```````````````````````````````````````
zzz kk nvms about all those random stuff
im tinking too much
talk about today then
wasted time playing + studying + sleeping + etc.
my 24 hours -poof-
gone
LOL!
我有很多东西想说
但我不能。
我的心里真的好痛
♥7:13 PM
