during the nights when i saw the nice bright moon
i always carried this hope.
this month when i couldnt see it...
it felt that sumthing just disappeared.
tonite when i looked up n saw that tiny speck
of star in that dark icy sky
i knew that a small glimmer of hope came back for me (:
♥9:56 PM
... ok this few days i like kinda nvr post lerh lol
cuz i really got too much to say... i scare post already then nvr end lerhs
tinking much these few days so much things going on
one more week we graduate lerh
2 more months we finish a lvl lerh.
then im like wondering will it be like same as secondary sch mahs
... kinda sad lor summore its like i dun like frenship to be broken
i scare after A's then we wun meet up anymore...
cuz we'll be all having our own activities lerh.
its easy to start a frenship but its difficult to mantain it bahs
haish i can just imagine...
the times after the A's when everyone is like going separate paths..
the feeling hurts.
but thats reality rights
hmmm
some frenship are weird i dunno how to describe it ...
actions and words never tally...
i say this and nvr do it
the other says that & nvr do it either...
i realized i get along well with almost everyone
and thats de prob
i get along too well with everyone that i dun really have that many closer frens
they are just like 'touch n go' ...
i dun want that .
instead of spreading time to all of them why not concentrate on some
but who shuld these people be...
its hard to choose.
it means sacrificing the rest.
....
instead of dreaming about this and that...
and wondering what if i had this...
wad if i was born....
and how wuld life be then
shuldnt i be like tinking of wads ahead n not the impossible to change
...
i tink thats just me bahs...
keep tinkiing about impossible stuff
always keeping up hope that maybe one day it'll be true (:
♥11:31 AM
