im giving smiling a final chance :D

The Dreamer

he loves to dream. he likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. he loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and he will be able to make his wish. his wish to be with you.

[[ Theonenonlyme ]]

nicholas
19
NVPS
CCHY , 1b 2/3/4G
YJC , P02 102 202!
28-02-1991
trying to be myself

[[ The Wishlist ]]

1.learn piano (: especially the piece ::melodies of life:: from FF9
2.get a doggie (:
3.to control my fianances
4.leave longer hair especiallyy my fringe (:
5.get a tatoo (: 'small one can lerhs but must be nice ``
6.study overseas!! vet degree (:
7.travel all around the world.especially new zealand, usa, australia and venice .
8.~~dye my hair maybe brown? haven tot of the colour yets~~
9.~~do one pull-up :X happening soon lerhs. i hope.~~
10.~~get a nice bronze tan (:~~
11.~~try out all the colours on my braces~~
12.get drunk? hahas it sounds fun :X
13.driving license
14.get a convertible car
...
15.give my first kiss to sumone special xDD

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Finally i noe theres true love... after all

... all these daes ...i 've finally realized...

love is sometink nice...

de more u love tat person de more u will hate tat person...

u wil care more of tat person...

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dun worry 1 dae" tat " will be reality....

lets see...

tat will happen...

u'll see ...

...

i will... make it real ...

... jus as i've said...

sooner or lata ...

do u haf de patience...

do i haf de courage...

lets haf them both....

2gether 4eva...

love

♥10:06 AM

it's raining its pourin

de old man's sleepin

he bumped his head on de bed n

didn't wake up in de mornin...

At times ... i wish i were tat old man ...

never to wake up up from de lovely dream...

can it happen?

it seems not...

haf he ... actually replaced mi??

i tink so...

he is there to replace mi

he betta than mi in everytink lehx ...

jokes , humours n all ...

he's replacin mi bit by bit

some dae he will replace mi totally

n when tat happens... i'lll be far far away...

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jealous and envious...wad do they mean...

jealous is u haf de tink but some 1 has a betta 1 than u

envious is some u dun haf n u wan it veri badly....

i dun noe... wad are my feelin....

sad?happi?jealous?or calm?

which 1 am i feelin....

y can't i figure it out...

♥7:48 AM

Monday, October 17, 2005

... things tat are said can never be taken bak

tat is true...

...but i'll make an exception this time...

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... i've added ur both sis...

in maple nvm rite?

...srry for breakin tat promise...

but actually i crossed my fingers when i said "yes"

so not counted ...

but i promise u now tat(without crossin my fingers)

tat i will not answer anytink ur sis ask okay??

can mahx...

give mi an answer plz...

i sorry to break jus now tat promise...

will euu 4give mi...

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(true love does not end...

it will last for eternity...>

♥11:57 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

wah!!!!!!!!!! i hate patches... always...

now dun noe wad happen??

i tried now but it sae my version 4 de game is too

old how can it beeee...

i cannot play now nid to download everytink again...=(

cannot lvl le!!!

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haf she ever considered my feelings??

she is stooopid

hat3 her ...

always tok to mi

is either askin 4 sweet or sarcastic or insultin mi

... she demands tinkss...

kai kou jiu yao dong xi

so rude... got sweet den nvr share keep 4 urself

so selfishhh... den sae wad eat finish liaox...

den lata tou tou eat... so zi si

people got sweet den 1 den keeppp

on sa jiao...

lyk she veri pretty lyk tat

den ask people buy 4 them selves ...

saw u so mani times ...

sae got sweet oso sae dun haf ...

... t3ll yoo 1st PEOPLE DUN WANNA UR

STINKY BLOOODY LITTLE SELFISH SWEET

people got money dun nid to beg ...

tink yoo oni veri rich meh??

...

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... am i too sarcastic

...

of course NOT

got people more sarcastic hor...

muahahax...

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ai zhe ni bu fang ... bu gei you xie ren...

bu yao lian de ren...

♥6:29 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

... is she really wantin to tok??

hope not man!!

hu wanna tok to her

h@t3 her man

leak out my secret ...

will be punishable by

1000000000000000000000 times

deaths...

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goin to mo...e

will she let mi sit wif her??

or will she again snatch her

from mi again...

if she does tat again

...i swear tat i will never tok to

her again

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if she does tat i assure her

she will be the next to leave our group

muahahax...

am i too evil or is she evil

can euu t3ll mi??

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hui yong yuan ai zhe ni de

...

♥11:02 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

dun u ever keep ur promise haf u really forgotten

or... do u wann her

i hate euu

4 eva!!

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sshe go so close to euu no wonder

misunderstand euu

n euu will always deny de fact

the truth is i really agree

wad others sae

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i hate her for "snatchin " u away

shes not straight

i tink...

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euu dun haf de rite too always use tat

voice or eyes towards mi

always askin mi to give way

1 dae u will regret

if ani ones gettin outta our group

its gotta be yoo

betta watch OUT!!!

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love euu 4 eva!!

♥12:34 PM