im giving smiling a final chance :D

Friday, October 24, 2008

...

i've decided to blog again

so fast le its de end of the week already.

dunno why that im always worrying

haix

worrying about this and that.

then will feel super stressed leh.

NapFA test..

op...

chinese..

hongkong trip...

chalet...

work attachment..

too many already .

its like.

no time to worry for all of them

ZZZZZ

like super stressed but dun relieve them de leh.

de only time i feel better is when i have some one to talk to

...

hmm...

nvm .

today went to watch high school musical 3 xD

first day of release i tot will be fully booked de

but its like not even half full..

-.-

dots

watched til 8 plus

the show's super nice

i wanna watch again.

if gives me that...

feeling that i feel.

lol

dunno how to explain leh

cause they high school then = to jc...

then they graduate already.

then like separating that time very saddening

but the storyline is not bad

good props also.

haha

loads of singing.

dancing..

one word

AMAZING!!

u noe.

o lvls also got that feeling

like gonna reach graduation day then super sad..

coz all leaving le.

then i was already thinking far ahead.

about next year..

haha

then thinking abt that very day.

GRADUATION DAY!!!

OMG.

im like so not looking forward to that day.

hate it.

dun wanna that feeling.

haix

thinking about 102..

GONNA miss them all.

lol

everyone like will split already.~

haix

nvm

maybe im just thinking too much lorrs.

bleh...

i dun wan that feeling.

ever again~.

but i have to face it its gonna come sooner.

sobs.

♥10:22 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

haha just decided to update again with some pics.

lol

cause these few days ahs all pW..

now a bit sot already..~~

going crazy soon

today just had my 1st OP presentation...

OMG~~~

its terrible..

for me only nia..

haixx

miss diana say i very nervous..

but i dun feel it leh

maybe my actions say too much

shhh.

action shhudaap

can already now not nervous le.

next op on friday worr.

haven memorize yet..

can remember de but reach there then blank diao.

haha

its stupid.

...

must be confident.

...

dunno can a not =X

zzz

sians dun talk abt it le

hehe

ooo

talk bout viwawa ...

promoting it leh

got

MAJONG

DAI DI

BRIDGE

and many more..

these all my favs.

play all de time.

haha

hmm.

dunno whether this quote can say wad im feeling leh..

[When your sad they say think of the good things. Well, how can you when it makes you sadder because you soon realize what your missing.]

this is joan the "weird weird" sweet :D

waa... caught red handed during PW... muahaha

many many pairs of socks are they for me?

hehe .. thats wad we do during PW... xD

Sometimes I talk to myself because sometimes I'm the only one I'll listen too.

♥9:19 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

haha
erm
decided to blog after doing my op slide
lol
dunno whther joe joe will kill me nots
its not very formal.
=X
err.
ytd went to dental haix
then i took green wanted
lime green colour de
BUT...
came out to be the green that
i also dunno de.
haha
sian
ytd forgot to bring my dental de money too...
lucky jing there lend me some 1st.
=D
then we ate pepper lunch.
and went to far east plaza...
went shopping
haha
we dunno how to go then anyhow walk...
then we reached there
lol
got some chinese idiom thingy.
say wad anyhow walk also reach de destination.
super alike lol.
morning
suppossed to do pw but...
we played.
=X
love my group
lol
so we didnt do anythink ytd.
rushed today
but still kinda halfway done
coz playing a little
xD
hehe
ate lunch and loads of grapes...
seedful grapes..
i have to slowly pluck it out..
sian rights
wish my maid was there
=X
haha
nvm...
my viwawa character still naked..
i gonna have enuff $ le to buy clothes.
if not lata he freeze to death.
=X
muahaha
then i got some pics very long nvr upload le.

my name drawn by my cuz.artistic rights

the pasta i ate at pepper lunch

things we do during PW. =X

my cuz and me xD
my BELOVED grandma =)

♥10:12 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

hahaz
i back blogging le

supossed to be doing pw de

lol

erm

hahaz

promos over

HAIXX
*sigh of relief*

hehe but after that also pw n mt

i hate MT

lol

so boring

...............

after promos went to play lan

hahaz

was dota-ing

then i tink a bit addiccted le omg
haha
then went for lunch then back home

hahaz

feeling guilty le

was suppossed to go with joel they all go ecp

but...

ps-ed them lol

sorry...

was like too lazy to go although i heard that its fun

hahaz

opps

then today got that house extravagenza thingy...

quite fun rites
XD

got bowling then lost to jing by 2 points

grrr.

roar

but i wasnt that bad either

btw de instructors were okays

but i didnt even use any of those they taught lol

=X
i used the nick style
more pro hahaz

muahahaz

so tired...

really got internal conflict with myself
loads of feelings..

but difficult to say

maybe being a "influential" personality guy

im scared of being rejected ba.

hahaz

so its true after all.
lol

dun wanna be like criticized too.

haiz

..............

dunno wad

like loads of things

loads of them

i dun even know which one to worry 1st

haix

its good that i forget to worry abt somethink

hahax

at least wun be so sad

i wun be emo de.

remain optimistic

♥7:39 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

...

totally bored ...

these few days like pia for de exams

til like so sian already

then i summore during study leave got fever.

-.-

zhao dun fever wan dun fever pian pian now then tio..

can't skip skool

or rest at home...

cause need study ma.

but still not bad at least de papers not very diff.

*i nvr say very easy*

its average..

lol

de econs write for 2 hours seh...

1st time lol..

hands trembling after that...

*exaggerrated*

lol

but got summone trembling..

poor titus

sit below de air con then almost froze to death le lol

hahax

at least i got bring sweater along

although its kinda heavy but its worth it.

lol

todays maths also..

sit for 3 hours ..~~~

can imagine..

butt become numb already.

lol

then its cold. im hungry...

hahax

2 words to describe it.

exams sucks

wooo~~~

left 3 more days of kao-ing

then over le XD

2 days of break then intensive PW-ing

and mother tongue-ing

lol

pw+chi = die.

hahax

op coming

chinese a lvl comin

i&R coming...

OMG

thats how scary is JC life

no wonder they say jc got no life de

study study n more study

no or little time to play if u wanna score.

hahax

lol

its super hectic.

now my before my hols ..

almost fully booked with activities de

lol

last time was like dead at home with de 4 walls.

~~~

LOL

hahax

gonna study le tomoro chem lehx.

cannot play play must pray pray

♥6:32 PM

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

hahax

1st day of the study leave le ...

haixx super sian

tot that it would be different lorrs

but spent my day studying n studying

but did something construtive for de class lol

promos like a few days more nia .

must faster read read read .

everyone will promote de lorrs

jia you

hehe

then today like so little people online nia.

haiix

no peeps to talk to

nvm

already feel super sian already

dun feel like studying..

like 1 day already study til so sian

i wonder wad will happen to me on de few other days

...

turn to zombie liaox.

muahahaz

then haven dinner i super hungry liaox.

wahhaa

i too piggie like le.

OMG

i go tou chi 1st.

hahaz

ilu.

u will make it.

jiayou.XD

got loads of faith in u

wo zhai jing li bang ni ji zu

ni suo yao zhi dao de dong xi.

♥5:00 PM