Sunday, March 28, 2010
some things in life are just ain't fair.
no use complaining about them.
haish.
another 14 more weeks seems like a super long time to go.
and im wondering if i wanna go ocs or sispec to torture myself further a not.
...
its another 6 or 9 months.
but its obviously better pay.
but im like no quite interested in de pay
LOL!
zzz
i hate making decisions....
sucks sucks sucks!
*wonders if bmt is gonna be tougher*
today gonna finish my uni application and personal statment etc etc.
get all admin stuff settled
so no needa worry :D
was thinking like...
when i leave singapore for 6 years to study.
im freaking gonna miss home and everyone else here!!!
i dun bear to leave...
but for my ambition in de future i like have no choice...
so i'll be back when im 26.
of cuz i'll come back in between la...
hahas!
wonder if im gonna adjust to life there...
too much thinking= too much worries.
D:
♥9:28 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
2nd book OUT le! yay!
14 more weeks.
lols.
training is kinda tough but i tink i can make it
:D
so far i can do 2 pull up le
sooner or later i can pass already
de thing im scared of is SBJ!
and running....
we got loads of running sessions.
but i always get knee pain or wadever leg pain de.
then real sian cuz i cant run already.
like to de best of wad i can...
):
well i hope i can at least pass or improve a bitty bit b4 de end of ptp.
cuz sergent say bmt wun be easier than ptp.
in fact harder.
...
well im grateful oim having this ptp.!!!
and 8 weeks of it.
cuz i tink im gonna improve
lols
ROUTE MARCH!
omg. thats one of de most fcked up ones.
cuz its so much on your mental determination.
even 3km is so much for me.
i wonder...
if im ever gonna survive 16 km...
LOL.
im gonna go in tml 1855!
sian sian.
but at least im booking out on thursday :D
no RT please.
hahas!
oh yeah talking about de weather in tekong.
its like super unpredictable.
LOL!
there was this once.
we were doing starting some intensive training.
then it was super hot...
then it started raining
...
lols!!!
every so happy lo.
its unexpected lehs!
then we went into de shade and do.
:D
so nice!
and got one time we went to ladang...
then rain super heavily....
omg.
its like flooding tekong or sumthing.
and de drainage system is like.
ancient
LOL
♥12:21 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
15 more weeks! JIA YOU NICHOLAS!! :DD
♥4:32 PM
OMG OMG OMG!
like 2 more hours! and im gonna be on my way back to tekong already!
and there goes another 5 or 6 more days there.
sadly...
haish.
i hope 3rd weeks training isnt that bad!
pray pray clouds please come to tekong!
dun make it so hot!
rain also come!
rain like u never rained before in these 4 months
lol!
soon i'll be putting on my green army stuff..
and i'll be looking the same as de rest of de people there!
and sadly im only a RECRUIT!
puny fry!
people wanna smack us nia...
cuz we small small nia.
no rank lehs.
D:
...
stressed with uni application and stuff.
omg!
haish!
i dunno!!!!
army is just making it worse
im distracted everywhere!
when im training im distracted.
when im tinking of uni im distracted.
....
arghh
i wanna runn far far away!
♥4:20 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
the sky in tekong is like so different from wad it is like in sg!
the clear sky~
cloudless and hot sky.
beautiful stars at nite :D
things that u wun get a cchance to see if u are not in tekong
but not any part of tekong!
in ROCKY HILL CAMP XD
cuz its further inland and less buildings there!
it jsut feels so like cambodia.
lol...
a small little shelter in de middle of a forested area.
and sky also looks like cambodia.
it keeps reminding me of it.
that kinda gimme de motivation to carry on!
but also like discourages me at de samee time ...
ironic eh.
well.
at ladang nearer to de ferry terminal u can see singapore.
its like so near yet so far.
de horizon is like singapore.
many lights and stuff.
and many planes pass by tekong.
it always reminds me how is it like to be so free~
hahas!
well we got the whole camp to ourselves cuz we are de only ones there
:D
15 more weeks!!
shuld i make myself suffer and go ocs for 9 months?!
or just be a normal man until ord?!
♥10:29 AM
Friday, March 19, 2010
im finally out of tekong like OH MAN!
no more forest!
and its like freaking idiotic when u sleep like in a place
full of birds that shit on de windows!
it sucks
we have to clean it.
but the good thing is that we get single beds instead :D
we are like so isolated from all de rest of de companies.
hahas!
few days in tekong.
no technology.
training training and more training~~
pracically sucks.
haish...
15 more weeks.
2 weeks passed already and it didnt seem that long!
;D
sometimes is kinda fun.
but sumtimes it sucks.
at tekong when we are far far away.
we get to see the beautiful nite sky~~
just like in cambodia.
it seems so much like it.
where i spend my 14 days.
its like no tech and stuff too.
and its a freaking total loss of my freedom..
thats de part where i haven adjusted much yet.
i hate being controlled.
HATE!
siighs.
well.
have loads in my mind during the army...
kinda emo-ish.
like doing pt..
then i keep thinkin...
where shuld i apply for uni and stuff.
and im kinda lost!!
lost in de aim and goal in life.
thinking about choices...
i hate making them too.
i just have to...
maybe all i need now is a good nites sleep
and i'll think about it tml :D
♥11:49 PM
Thursday, March 04, 2010
just cant to seem to get ns on saturday out of my mind.
arghh
as many distractions i try to give myself like not working
D:
siann
watching videos~~
playing games.
going out!
i still rmb about army!
OMG!
every second that i have free will be thinking about it
....zzz how dumb can it be
its like weighin a lot on my head.
tml taking results lerhs.
...
i dun know what and how to feel...
all my energy seems to be gone worrying for ns.
-.-
i long for friday to come faster.
and saturday to never come.
it kinda seems impossible.
):
♥9:07 AM
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
okays~ that wasnt de last post before i become botak.
LOL!
cuz im tooo bored at home so posting now lo.
:D
some things in life that you cant escape from.
hint: **NS**
lol!
been tinking quite a lot lately ..
how life is gonna be like in ns~~
will it be that tough or slack?
welll..
i hope its avg bahs.
my imagination is just too feng fuu already..
tink until so much
HAHA!
results is making my imagination become no.1 in SG le
LOL!
:/
these few days enjoying my time out here~
and trying to rest also.
i'll just treat this army PTP
as jc PAE :D
its de same!
i go in 2 months earlier!
and become more comfortable 1st (:
and then 2 years~
vroom!~~!~!
its gonna be gone in a blink's of an eye :D
ohhh...
there's still another thing...
UNI courses!
omg~~
headache man...
just thinking of it.
arghh
i wanna just run run run run away~~
*although i dun run that fast*
BUT... yah...
run away lo.
thats me.
always running away..
one way to find me is to catch up with me.
or be thrown wayy behind :D
♥9:59 AM
Monday, March 01, 2010
no more feb this year le! omg
time passes quite fast!
2 months already gone le
...
results confirmed this friday!
ZOMG
hahas...
i hope its good :D
lol...
army coming real quick.
and the weather is just pissing me off! its like hot hot hot!
hahas!
just a thought.
quote"always know your opponent before fightin a battle"
i was tinking.
being random is actually a good thing :D
random-ness is like! pure luck i tink..
that makes ur opponent hard to counter you
and thats half the battle won!
by knowing your opponent!
another half is won..
essentially.
you win... XD
lol...
that was random hor..
hahas!
went out with mel & glo today!
very long nvr meet le.
i wonder when is the next time gonna be lo.
....
went to sakae buffet. then neoprints!
wanted to play mario kart on wii de.
but sadly dun have de game cuz its spolit
dots!
so in de end play pool lo.
hahas! :D quite fun la hor.
won quite a lot.
:D using random-ness...
this maybe the last post before i become botak lehs...
omg D:
♥11:07 PM
