Sunday, May 30, 2010
why do i suddenly feel so sad.
so lonely.
WHY?!??!
its like all of a sudden after i watch prince of persia.
...
):
sian.
my mood is now at its lowest.
i dun have the interest to do anything now.
all i tink of now is to sleep.
at least i wun be having this feeling cuz im sleeping.
at my ah ma house now..
so tempting to sleep cuz im in de air con room
on a bed.
:x
but i gotta finish wad i have to do 1st at least.
no matters.
i hope tml will be better la hor.
i tink its like pre-book-in-syndrome.
...
saddddded
♥8:49 PM
omgoshes! already been out for de 2 days le hahas!
got a super long weekend thanks to vesak day & off-in-lieu
...
ate quite a lot actually...
also played like almost non stop.
lann-ed for 2 days.
L4D2!!! :D
i still feel like playing it now.
zzz
haven bought mummy day present yet...
aarghh.
shuld be tml go buy (:
and pei ah ma go foot massage!
i really dun wanna go back to camp le.
the spending also quite a lot ahs.
like 100 plus for 2 days le.
LOL!
but anyways i next week wun be booking out cuz of sit test!
means no $$ spending.
this will be a long week too.
and POP seems closer than ever now.
i really cant bear to leave my platoon mates!
omg!
bu she de lo...
although i haven went to any section outings yet...
but i will la hor!
soon to come (:
gonna go ah ma house laters.
and now trying to do sumthin about my uni..
my future.
it seems bleak.
i dun wan to tink about it now.
just enjoy the times im having now.
hahas!
skool hols just started and my bro is already playing non stop..
while im training in some army camp.
-.-
i tink i might have gained some weight :x
see-ing how much im eating lol!
saw some of my jc frens going thru field camp now.
awww.
i wish them all de best bah!
they will need it
hahas!
it seems that my coy is quite good!
:D
love it!
oh yeah ippt coming soon!
i dunno whether can pass a not.
zzz.
i seriously doubt so.
plan after POP!
taiiiwannnn!
pierce ear(decided on de side le)
eat eat!
need my hair back!
thats all for now :D
♥1:57 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
well it has been a long time since i blogged'
well its after field camp and omg?@
it sucks totally like shit practically that was de most horrible time
of my entire life.
...
i dun need NS i dun need that 2 years of my life to succeed
so many out there have done it.
wad makes us tink that we wuld be better with NS
..
in fact it sucks.
to da max.
to be truthful it wuld be da worst 2 years.
i dun know why people say tat it wuld be de best,
omg.
so many feelings overcame me during field camp but im not gonna pen it down,
its best to keep it within myself
♥8:31 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2010
“The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.”
i saw this super meaningful quote.
sumthing that i've experienced but cant put to words.
sumone else did.
this week was mostly pt.
and also ippt.
i not very sure how i did.
but i did much better than de previous time.
next week field camp.,
i dunno where or how i will get de motivation to carry on.
i just hope i can.
esp in de nite.
just before i fall asleep.
a glance of the enchanting nite sky with the stars and the moon
would be enough to let me carry on for the day.
i also hope that i'll be able to dream up sumthing fantastic.
xD
sumthing i nvr tot before.
next week IFC.
and ippt again.
before field camp.
and soon the month of may will be over already.
another month before POP-ing.
i must make it.
♥1:10 PM
